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I've been working on stuff for a while and I'm tired.
My friends are too busy to talk and I'm filling the silence with work.
It'll be okay but still it's stressful.
School is weird and it's jn the way of a lot but I still like it I guess.
I want to continue my extra studies and languages but I can't find the time just yet. I've been focusing on my store lately just figuring that out.
I'm going to go to the dentist on the 11th and if I have to get dental work I'll be loopy and I'll reveal all my secrets. I'm praying to my gods that won't happen. I guess I have to beg for twilight anesthesia.
I feel like I need a partner but I don't want one and no one wants me so that's alright. I still want someone to love me tho. I want to see my friends but they live all over the world. My cats get into trouble and I can't be there to save them all the time. My cat's getting fixed tomorrow and I have no idea when or what the day would look like. I need routine so I can relax and I haven't been able to do anything from that routine lately. I have to make a new routine and I don't like it, but it's okay. I don't like what I do during the day before I go to work and honestly work is happier than at the house. And I work in retail as a cashier during holiday season.
I want to watch some movies and take a bath. Did you know that people who take long warm baths get warmth from the baths instead of human contact because they're lonely? And this is why I don't want to take a long warm bath. I want to go back in time but I can't, and I want to be in the future but I have to make it.
You got any advice for this feeling? Is this a quarter life crisis?

I get the fear for your cats. I've recently had a bunch of cats fixed, they were fine, if a little loopy for the day. I'm sure yours will be okay and if you have questions the veterinarians are usually cool enough to answer them. As for your friends, they are probably feeling pretty similarly, it's hard to find the time, the energy to put into things, to keep up on important friendships. There's no easy way around that, just sending them messages and keeping up with them when you can and hoping they do the same. And while people drift away there's always the opportunity of people drifting in too. People you might meet that you may even feel more connected to.

Your struggle with routine is super relatable. Routine is difficult, but it's good you know what you need. It's the first step to working on it. Just make sure it suits you, add things you enjoy, make time to do things that help you feel more like yourself, whatever that may be. Personally, I could stand to take that advice honestly, but I try to make time for it all. It's important.

Did you know hot baths boost your immune system? They also help your heart and your sleep patterns. Enjoy a bath. It's okay to feel lonely. The future comes eventually and hopefully it will have people by your side that help that feeling go away.

Aside from "wait, it gets better, I promise" I don't have any advice. But I am here to offer a metaphysical drink and a listening ear if you want to chat.

And, just because it's important and I think it should be mentioned, it's never a bad idea to consider mental health resources. Sometimes life gets difficult and it's good to have someone trained in dealing with it in our corner. But that's always up to the individual of course.